Am I mad, for I know that I need not go far to find this.
No.
It’s always there mocking me.
Perhaps it mocks you but doesn’t it save you?
What if I don’t want it to save me?
Well…
It’s back again. Yet still, I was ok without it.
Idiot it wasn’t gone. It was always there.
MOCKING ME!
Saving you.
Nah.
Get that stupid smile off your face then.
You get your stupid smile off your stupid face.
Jokes in my head. I am my own audience. The smile: it fades.